Random Talk 2

What goes around comes back around 

therefore, before u intending to do something, think of it first..

Break up?? Consequences??

hehe... dont know why. i like to make a love-related entry lately..
(maybe its the sign for me to be in loved.. hohoho)
ok back to the topic.
its a good thing to be in love-life. but not all "Love life"-things is good.(especially when break-up (-.-)
for today entry, i wanna talk about the painful things when break up.. ( which may be pop-up when we try to move on) 
(go on and read!! you might have felt at least one of these things before or u will feel it later)

hohoho.. here i listed some of the painful things when broke up :

• Trying to hide what you really feel.
hohoho... i know it hard n maybe the hardest thing to do in your part..
but to make people happy for your moving on (after break-up)
you have to show that you are okay but deep inside you are not (i know u r not ok ).

Reminiscing the good times.
That's the only thing that you can do.. Good memories with your past lover may make you smile.
but my advices, FORGET IT!!

Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.
When u think of it, "I got over him/her" and promised yourself to forget everything including the feelings for that person.
But when you will try to bring back the feeling, you have to reminisce the good times. (well its felt suck!!)

• Having a commitment with someone you know that would not last (plu-straight crush).
This is what you called a gamble. When you will love someone you have to take a risk.
Because you will never know what will happens next.this is the most common happen to almost plu..!
we fall in love to him n we dont know how it will end up. (refer to my previous entry. i talk in details there)

Taking risk to "fall in love "again"
Like what I've mentioned above, loving someone is a gamble.
You know everything would not last except both of you decided to tie a knot.

Right love at the wrong time.
Simple explanation with this is that two persons love each other but the problem is he have her and she have him. OUCH!
(means two person in love while they have their own partner)

Loving someone who loves another.
All I can say is: It's time to face the truth, he/she will never be with you.
 Don't let one-sided love invades you. ( it will end up with hurt feeling)
advise : find another guy who is better than him :)

Accepting that it was never meant to me.
ouch..! ... I hate this feeling.
i wont describe further.. it hurted :(

• What Ifs.
All you can do is to have "day dreaming" about that person. Hoping for nothing?

My advices : Go to the one whom can comfort u better rather than love.. such family, friends. they will accept u with open hands.. (trust me.! i've been there).. or keep urself busy. so u wont think of him or her.. :)

Aie Jone

bestfriends love??

erm.. gotta situation here..
what will u do if u fall in love with ur buddies?
(no discrimination for str8 or even gay)
with this situation, there will be two possibolities :

1. both are in love with each other
- happy ending of course.. (happily ever after bla.. bla.. bla..)
2. one sided love
- this is the most difficult situation. for example, if one confess his or her love towards the other, n the other one  reject the love,.. the situation will be most awkward later.. (awkward friends - loss bestfriend)

however, describing in gay love, it will be most complicated. as we are plu, we often fall in love with our str8 friends. its hard to resist .( i know. i have felt it too) plu - str8 crushes are like do or die situation when it comes to the confession..
usually , it commonly end up in one sided love n an awkward friendship. (i have been there once :( :( :( )

so, if u fall in love with ur buddies, watch out!

my advices (if u dont want to be in awkward friendships, which probably will happen,
1. try not to confess it.
2. try ur best hid it..
until u confirmed that u r not in one sided love :)

p/s : to my friends im, this entry contained my advices  for u :)

random talk

i like him.
n i dont think he like me..
:( :( :(

p/s : maybe he is just a random crush .. positive2!!

type of handwasher (basuh tangan lepas kencing )

in our life, after pee, there are many types of handwasher.. lol
take a look

just choose which one r u.. :)

what i need n dont need.. :)

i need..
i need a guy who can protect me.
i need a guy who can say its alright for me.. when i am down..
i need a guy who can trust me when everyone not..
i need a guy who can hug me when i am down..
i need a guy who can be by my side when i am sad..
i need a guy who can help me to be a better person..
like i always wish to have in my dream..

i dont need..
i dont need a guy who will leave me when i got problems..
i dont need a guy who will make me feel unconmfortable with him..
i dont need a guy who will not be by my side when i am sad..
i dont need a guy who will not understand me..
i dont need a guy who like to force other person..
i dont need a guy who is full of hypochrite..
like i always got in this plu world,,

-aie jone-

my life become suck :(

starting last week my life become suck
bit by bit.. :(

claz mula.. :(

claz mula... :(
very sad lorh.. utp gler mula claz awl2.
membe aq sume cuti ag, aq da mula clz.. tension2

tersangat la bz sem neh..
17 credit hours.. sgt byk.. 
xdpat la aq nk meneruskan kegiatan mengusha2 neh.. =.="

p/s : really hope for miracle that i can get a quality time to spend with my family.. lately sgt byk slaah faham ngan family.. sorry mama.. sorry akak.. sorry adik.. :(

sy suka uat kek.. :)

another info about me, 
i like to bake a cake.. :)
yah a cake..


p/s : tatau laa.. aq suka sgt tgk prg senyum bila makan cake aq.. aq x suka org sdey :) if my cake can make them happy, i will bake for them.. :)

~ konsert ~

smalam kan ada member mrsm aq dlu ajak g himpunan 1 juta belia tu..
aq terpikir.. dalam byk2 tempat, nape la mende bosan tu jugak lah dier ajak..
in the end bru aq tau ada konsert rupanya..

aq x nah g konsert. so first time la kiranya.. aq pegila konsert tu..
mende tu mula jam 9 tp aq gf maghrib pun org da stat berasak2..WTh?? huh
aq da la anti crowded2 neh..
aq tros chao..
x tgk pn konsert.. huhuhu membazir je g putrajaya x dpt apa :( ;( :(

p/s : 1. pada sape2 yg minat nk ajak aq kuar nant (kalau ada lah.. keh3) it la aq x suka tmpt crowded2.. hehe
       2. smalam rmai gila org pengsan sbb panas sgt n it is being named as THE WORST CONCERT EVER:                   tempat sempit.. org padat.. sempit..

da same person..

the first thing i wanna say is SHIT!!!!
apa yg dia x puas ati ngan aq benarnye??
first relationship aq ko interfere smpai clash..
ni pn ko nk masuk cmpur gak ke???

P/s : i hate u!

i gotta present.. :)

hehe..  cam ni r.. aq ni dr kecik.. jarang je dapat hadiah..
hehe.. aq slalu sdey ckp kat mama..

"mama, asal aie slalu x dpt hadiah??"
everytime besday mest aq dapat adiah skit je.. 
in the end.. mama la aq minx adiah nant. hehe.. 
normally, adiah yg aq minx besenye erm.. cake coklat je..
aq suka kek coklat neh... nsuka sgt2.. hehe
oin the end bila da besa.. bru sdar.. besday aq hujung tahun.. 27th december..
mmg la org x amek port da.. huuhu =.="

melalut lak.hehe sorry2.. 
tujuan sbnrnye nk post kat blog ni nk tayang adiah.
hehe smalam kan.. aq dapat adiah... hehe
n u know what, i gotts PERFUME!!
hehe.. da lama aq nk perfume as a present..
well tgk la kat web ni perfume tuh


sape2 yg berkenan kat aq.. kna tau sumting...

              AQ SEORANG YANG MANJA!!!

bantal baru???

last nite kat pasar malam,
aq : makcik2 berapa harga bantal kekabu neh??? empuknye.... bantal sy kat bilik tu dah leper da..
makcik : 30 je.. tok adik, budak sekolah makcik kasi siap sarong skali..   (woww.... mudanye aq.. mest aq comel.. budak sekola.. hahaha.. )
aq : wow.,.. hehehe baik nye makcik.. syggg makcik,..
makcik : xpe2.. malam neh mesti nyenyak nye tido..
pakcik menyampuk : jangan basuh kaki.. nanti x mimpi apa2 kang lau basuh kaki..
aq : ok pakcik.. tengs.. malam neh kompem sy mimpi pakcik ngan makci nye lah..

p/s : last nite.. btol2 aq mimpi pakcik n makcik tu.. huhuhu.. scaryyyyy~~

Erm.. my life..

hehe ni bru nk mula ngarang neh.. hehe for the first thing..
 aq nk ltak kat sini ialah orientation aq. lol
so entry ni kira 18+ gak lakan..
coz menyentuh hal2 sex..
aq asa.. aq gay.. tp in the other way.. aq jugak mempunyai perasaan kat gurl..( nk bwk kawen )
hehe.. so aq asa aq bisex tp more to bi.. huhuhu.. selesai task 1..

p/s : to adik2 amaran k.. jgn bc lau anti homo or bi.. :) btw xde la trok sgt un. coz kat sini citer pasal life aq je.. xde pn anything yg porn ke.. .. ^.^

my first entry..

just an introduction to my life :)